saturday was kitten day! yay yay yay. amy totally had a fake memory about the kitten, because she was not white. she looks a lot like baby lemmy, which freaks me out to see the two of them sitting by each other because they look so much alike. the new kitten might end up being more dark brown than black, but it's hard to tell at this point. she has really big eyes that seem to take up her whole head...she looks a little like an alien, haha. she is very shy and quiet and sweet, but she likes to roll around and play a lot. the fact that she is so well-behaved and cute is part of the reason we decided on naming her MEGADETH. hahaha. we went through a million names (see entry title) before we finally committed to one. you should come meet her. she purrs 24/7. lemmy is really really pissed and he doesn't really like her...but he is starting to get used to her and tries to play, he just doesn't realize that he is like 5 times her size and he always crushes her. i will have to post a picture some other day, because our a drive is being lame.

i almost went with johnny, lacey and ezra to see the briefs the other nite, but then i didn't go. i consoled myself by saying that they weren't even headlining so i probably didn't miss much. i kinda regretted missing it but i wasn't really feeling up to it and i wanted to hang with the kitten anyhow. i don't know, i have been feeling kinda shitty lately, and antisocial, and like i am in the way of other people even when they tell me i'm not. i guess i've just been sad lately and letting it get to me. i hate this shitty weather.

today i went back to the doctor because i still have my cough from my 7-8 week cold. not only did i get an inhaler and a 5th prescription, but i had to go get a chest x-ray to see just what the heck is going on in there. those things are crazy. they make you stand all sorts of funny ways, and take off all your clothes from the waist up so that you can put on those hip hospital gowns. the lady emphasized to take off my bra, as if i didn't understand that i was wearing that above my waist instead of around my ankles or something. i guess tomorrow i will find out if i am dying or not. at least now that i have an inhaler, i can be cool like eddie from "it." if any clowns come after me while i am running around in the sewers, i can say "this is battery acid, you slime!" and you know, i'll be fine.

yesterday beth and i went up to my work to buy a velvet kenny rogers. it is no velvet elvis, but it still rules a whole lot because it is ridiculously funny. he is wearing a black cowboy hat and striking a dramatic sideways pose. we are going to start a whole velvet-people collection. today i was driving in the car with my mom and i described someone as "fucking annoying." i slapped my own mouth, because it wasn't supposed to slip out like that. my mom just kinda laughed at me. she understood that i was in a bad mood.

thank goodness tomorrow is tuesday. nervous. excited. NERVOUS!

xoxo