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"you know, you're in the bag, and you're trying to pinch cheese, and i...i just pinched too hard, ok?!?" -beth
april 11, 2005 - 9:52 pm
!!!
so since the big thing that happened last time, or the "big bang" as it shall now be referred to, i have been feeling 99% better. i am even surprised at myself for how good it feels. i don't want to sound all cliche and say that once i got it off my chest i totally felt good about it, but that's pretty much what happened. i swear, i'm not just putting up a front and no matter how many times i may have said this exact same thing before...I FINALLY MEAN IT. i am talking in circles and being mysterious again. i know. i am sorry. just know that i feel good. damn good. there will always be a special place in my heart, but...i'm so glad it's over. thank you SO MUCH to everyone who wrote, called, hung out with me. xo's in large quantities!
some shows lately to keep me busy. wanda jackson = decent enough time, neat to see, etc. i got really jealous when she talked about dating elvis and how he gave her his ring and asked her to be his girl. not only was i jealous that it was elvis, but i wish boys were still cute like that today. and that one was cute like that to me. heh.
the black halos / queers / bones = a fucking incredible time. we saw this great band from sweden called the bones. beth and i got cds, thinking we might want to play them on hot trash, and boy am i glad we did. i listen to it alllll the time. i pretty much think they are everything a good rocknroll band should be. i don't know. i just like their image, the way they package themselves and their stuff (the artwork in the cd is sweet, and the car on the cover? fuckin HOT) and you simply *gotta* love a band that in their lyrics refers to their home as "my personal graceland." i love being surprised by opening bands. so then there was the black halos, that are so much fun live. billy pulled his pants down, just as i expected him to. and put the mic down his little bikini briefs, and showed us his butt, and all that good stuff. later on when beth and i took a picture with him he wouldn't stop hugging us. he told me "see, now your boyfriend will say you smell like someone else!" my big mouth blurted out, "lucky for me, i don't HAVE one!" and he squeezed me harder and said "ohhh, don't tell me that!" when i tried to complain that he was crushing my bones and i couldn't breathe, he told me, "i know. I LOVE IT!" it was real funny. when we left beth said, "i guess he obviously doesn't remember how much he loved you last time, too!" haha. so they did "shooting star" first and all the other goods..."last of the 1%s," "some things never fall," "warsaw," etc. supposedly they have a new album coming out this summer. which rules. after that the queers played and all you need to know is that they played "i can't stop farting." the best part of the nite was when i was feeling very bold and i talked to one of the guys in one of the bands that i had some love for. to refrain from sounding like a dumb girl band slut, i will not name any names here. but i ignored the fact that i am way to shy to talk to strangers and by the end of the nite he was drunk and huggin on me and i didn't stop him at all. i should have taken advantage of him but instead i went home. ha. it still ruled.
the gore gore girls = so much fun. they seem like such fun ladies, and i don't even like ladies! i bet touring with them would be a blast, like one long pajama party but with lots more rock. hopefully still an overwhelming amount of pizza and boys, though. aw. they make my heart happy. also, seeing feowyn sing with the vista cruisers was the highlight of my LIFE, just about. holy hell. i loved it so much.
today after hot trash, beth and i made eric come with us to take megadeth to the vet. she is getting girly things taken care of and we won't get her back until thursday. i am so sad! i don't know what i will do in the morning because she always greets me. lemmy is too much of an asshole to care, but megadeth always goes back into my room with me after i've fed her and she runs to get there before i do so that when i walk in she is sitting on the edge of my bed making cute noises and waiting for me to come pet her. every morning, never fails. it's the cutest fucking thing ever. aw.
having a crush is a nice feeling. i just wish it wasn't always such a one-sided experience for me.
xoxo
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