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mr. brightside
april 26, 2005 - 11:41 pm
i just have to remember to keep looking on the bright side, and things will be ok.
-: i have so much school work to accomplish before the end of the semester. i have 8 pages to write in less than a week, and my thesis statement is a mess.
+: the semester is almost over. give me two more weeks and then give me SUMMER VACATION, bitches. in the past 3 days i have finished 2 books, 1 graphic novel, and 2 papers. maybe i am not as unmotivated as i thought.
-: given the choice, i would not like to be single anymore. it has been nearly 3 years since i have had a real boyfriend. i can't seem to find a guy that is worth the effort, or who will return the sentiment.
+: i am finally at a point where i could appreciate and embrace a situation like this, if only i could find it. i've had something holding me back for a long long time and i'm finally feeling right. i had myself convinced i never would.
-: i have a crush that i am 99% sure does not feel the same way in return. he seems very out of my league. he isn't exactly my "type" anyway. we hang out alone and it's GREAT. but we see each other any other time and he acts like it's some big secret.
+: even if that doesn't work out, i never thought he would pay attention to me in the least. just at the moment when i thought to myself 'great, you've gone and blown it' he busts out with "i really want to kiss you right now." and he does. taken by complete surprise. i can't forget moments like those.
-: i'm sick again. as always. i really messed up hot trash yesterday because i was out of my mind. beth yelled at me to let her do all the thinking because i was delirious. i was really upset with myself and i'm sure beth wasn't too happy with me either.
+: even though i feel crappy, it's not that bad of a cold, and it's NOT strep throat like i had last time so THANK GOODNESS FOR THAT. otherwise, hot trash is going remarkably well. beth pointed out that we have been doing it for almost 6 months now and i'm really glad it's something we actually did instead of just sitting around talking about how we wanted to do it. we met a lot of awesome people at the station. people actually listen to our show! just yesterday i got a random message online from someone that asked "are you the ones that have a show on wcsb on mondays? i always catch it on my way home from work, bad ass show!" that makes me smile. a lot.
-: there aren't many good shows coming up soon...
+: ...but green day is in less than two weeks and i'm gonna LOVE THAT SHIT. very excited. it's been too long. floor tickets = me, front and center. you've never seen anything like it. i will completely lose myself for about 2 hours. i will be somewhere else entirely. nothing else in this whole world compares, and i spend every minute of my life waiting for these moments. you have no idea.
note to self:
it's gonna be ok
it's gonna be alrite
it's gonna be that you're the only ones that understand
-the ramones
xoxo
erin
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