i hate telling a boy that i like to fuck off. it is a terrible feeling, really. because i do like him and did have so much fun, but i knew it was in my best interest to cut it RIGHT QUICK before i got sucked in any deeper. so yeah. here i am again. pissed. angry. sad. disappointed. confused. alone. UGH!

so we have a new roommate! our best friend fil moved in last week or so. the three of us feel like we've known each other forever. i guess in secret, fil even confided to beth that he "feels like we're a family." aw! haha i love it a lot. we always hug each other when we leave the house and he always listens to my problems and asks whats wrong when i look sad and gives me advice. he is like the big brother i never had. and equally as exciting, we will get cable soon since rent will be split 3-ways now. haha, bad lifetime movies HERE WE COME!

the other day when i went to unique, i found a buzzcocks vinyl. i thought that was really funny, and odd. it didn't have the record sleeve, it was just the record...but that still ruled so much and made my day.

this week was full of rocknroll and i loved it and wanted MOREMOREMORE. the makers. the black halos. the kings of nuthin. die hunns. the it*men. the bloody hollies. it RULED. especially the bloody hollies show, oh man. they are SO FUN live.

speaking of shows...horriblefest is out of the bag. this is your official announcement, so listen up! cleveland will be having a 3-day rocknroll fest from november 10th-12th. the lineup is undergoing a facelift right now, but there are all these amazing bands...the black lips, the catholic boys, the feelers, the butchers, king louie, the blowtops, ETCETCETC. anyway i want you all to go and support this shit, not only because i am lending a hand with it but also because it is going to rule and these bands deserve to be heard...and cleveland deserves to have something awesome for once. so yeah. go to www.horriblefest.com or the myspace page at www.myspace.com/horriblefest and check that shit out. it's gonna be a blast.

also, i have some plans for you on halloween nite. the dead boys will be reuniting for a show at the beachland ballroom to mark the 30th anniversary of their 1st show in cleveland (at the picadilly inn, long gone). so now we can all party together on halloween, what do you say? also, mags will stay in town to come pick records to play and tell ghost stories on hot trash the next day. yay! we bonded recently over the internet and i would like to give that man a hug soon.

here is something funny from when i talked to feowyn yesterday: